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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2004-06-02 [vampiredemon]: same

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Boring.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hi afgain...i continue coming back...and i dont know why

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Neither do we.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: but im back...somewthing brings me back here time after time...so i come...how are ya

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Eh.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: is that a good eh or a bad eh

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: When is eh good?

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i dont know...when is it bad?

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Every time it's ever used?

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Oh....my bad.....whats wrong?

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Stuff.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ok...if ya wanna talk ive almost become a counsiler kinda person on here....ill listen and help...just offering mind ya....im not trying to do anything but help

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: If that seemed at all worthwhile, then maybe, yet it doesn't.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: again...im just trying to help...i offer but no more

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: i suppose here's one of the best places to offer such services...

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i thought so...i mena i had down times and ppl helped me live through it so i thought i would try and do the same for other ppl

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: thanx. someone who finally understands one of the many 'real' uses of my wiki.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i mean i feel i owe it to the ppl that helped me...and i noticed in passing thart some ppl seemed unhappy with life...so i thought id jump in and see what i can do

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: most ppl aren't happy with life. i made the freakin wiki and i hate life with a passion. ...i guess the real reason i made it though, was b/c i'm terrified of losing a lot of ppl on the members list.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i understand...i want to help as much as i can...i mean life still sux..but its bareable knowing tha ppl care about what happens to me

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: yup. but usually i'm the one telling ppl that i care, and it nvr really does any good b/c they're that far lost in their misery. and it hurts so much that it seems me caring doesn't matter -enough- to them.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i know how ya feel....it hurts so much to see so many ppl throw theyre life away and ppl like us not able to do anything about it...but i still try and hope ive given atleast one a reason to hold ona bit longer

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: there's only one person i try with anymore, and she gave me a scare so bad a while back that i started having nightmares.

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i had the same prob with some one im really close to....she was having a really bad time and i was terrified that she might try to kill herself....but shes better now.....after that i re-doubled my efforts to help ppl

2004-06-02 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hey ive got to go...its after one ine the morning here and im going to have to do dtuff later...im going to try to sleep....ttyl...and keep trying..itlll help someone

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: same here, my friend's better... for now. i can't help but still be afraid b/c she constantly wavers b/w not really caring whether she dies or not, to really really wanting to die.

2004-06-02 [*sammi*]: like jojo, but on a different level

2004-06-02 [Incontinence Happens]: eh... not really.

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh well.

2004-06-02 [vampiredemon]: hey

2004-06-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Hi.

2004-06-02 [circus snatch]: panda panda panda panda panda

2004-06-02 [vampiredemon]: lol

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: -.- The random use of "lol" is tiresome.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: i know what you mean...

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Me too. ^.^

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: absolutely despise that words(s) of late.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah. Yet they get said a LOT here. For certain people it's all they say. -.-

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: i don't undersatnd it. how can ppl actually call that a -conversation-?

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: No idea. It really irritates me.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: makles me use more effort to try and have one. i'm too damn lazy for that.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: We should kill them. !

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: yes! put the word: lol on the list of things to kill along with ppl who use it too much!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Why don't you? o.o

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: b/c i'm lazy. *says in matter-o-fact tone*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh, well I'm lazier.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: but i'm laziest!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ..can't spell...

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: While you may be lazyist, I'm laziest. HA!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: i had it like that first.. then i changed it...

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: I believe you. ... Oh well. You changed it. lol

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: what are you talking about? i spelled it: laziest up there... *evil grin*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: You are supreme. *kidnaps*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ....*is kidnapped*

2004-06-03 [Mafia Girl]: *is very happy* I did it! I over came all my sucidal thoughts!!!! *hugs herself* I chose life!

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im back again...hey all

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Lets go to somewhere!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: *happy for you* did you join? *looke dfor your name, but is rather blind...*

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Bravo...very good *applauds*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ...where to?

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Random conversation interrupters. *gets ax*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: and rum bunny didn't even respond. *sighs* ...wouldn't you rathe rhave a shovel?

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...wanna help?

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Whoa i hope ya werent including me in that "random conversation interruptwes" bit....put the ax down please...i dont need help getting hurt

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: most don't.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Yet you'll get it!

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i hurt myself enough without meaning to..and then some...but im getting better slowly...with help ofcourse

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *fights saying it*

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Uh oh* keeps away from Lethargic Panda*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: don't, lethargic. ..yeah, stay away from him, he's liable to explode.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: x.x

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Im as far as i can get right now...trust me

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: farther away than i am, anyway.

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: lol...and im glad i am...i dont wanna get hit by Lethargic Panda...i think it might hurt

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Are you on me? o.O

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ....*waggles eyebrows* last time i checked! *.*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Okie dokie smokie. ^.^

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: tokie!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: no jokie?

2004-06-03 [circus snatch]: dodo do do do... *shifty eyes*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: (you have to continue rhyming)

2004-06-03 [circus snatch]: pokie?

2004-06-03 [Kurus_Dreaon]: Im staying over here i think...you keep haiving fun alright.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Pokie indeed.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: lokie!!!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: S'okie.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: dokie!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: We need a new rhyme word...

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: moo? that's an awesome word. it rhymes with shoe!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: and new too!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: through and through!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: That's so coo.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: flippity floppity floo!

2004-06-03 [12 34 56 78 9]: hey, we broke 1000.. *passes out prizes*

2004-06-03 [12 34 56 78 9]: oh, and flew. that rhymes with moo, so does poo

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: doodoo!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: I heart j00 (Nibbles). ^.^

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ...

BOO!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Tricky little you, if only I knew.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: well, boo-hoo-hoo for little lethargic pandy-poo.

2004-06-03 [Gwendylyyn]: Stick up your ass, you smell like doo doo. *hehe*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: *sighs* none of you have a clue...

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: At least you do, foo.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: yay! woo-hoo!

2004-06-03 [Gwendylyyn]: Suck a dick you kangaroo

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Gwendylyyn, stop soiling our game with your perversions.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: NO! you go to kalamazoo!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: She's...gone? Lets write haiku!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: she has left us now/oh what am i to do-oo/a dance would be good

2004-06-03 [Gwendylyyn]: (Sorry...)

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Yay!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: you! i command thee! write a haiku!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: both of you!

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *doesn't*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: ...*sad* *cries*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *hugs* No cry cry.

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: *snifles* haiku for nibbles?

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: I just don't want to. Haiku is not for me dear. Please, do not make me.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *spins*

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: they're very easy, tho.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: *is cool*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: My statement was a haiku. lol

2004-06-03 [Gwendylyyn]: Actually, haiku must also be written in a certain way or it does not seem like haiku. *hopes she does not get told to go away again and hides*

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: What rules are there for haiku aside from 5.7.5?

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: well... technically they're -supposed- to be about nature. but that's the only other rule i know. and it's stupid.

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah....enlighten us Gwendylyyn. NOW!

2004-06-03 [Incontinence Happens]: *hides from lethargic* being all scary...

2004-06-03 [Gwendylyyn]: Well, typically when you see haiku it is centered line by line. It does not have to be but that helps to make it seem more like haiku

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Can you do that through wiki?

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]:

I just don't want to
Haiku is not for me dear
Please, do not make me

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Wow. I didn't know that worked.

2004-06-03 [Gwendylyyn]: Hehehe

2004-06-03 [12 34 56 78 9]: that's a wonderful haiku lethargic

2004-06-03 [~*spawn*~]: mm shiny

2004-06-03 [Black Adder]: If I were a bird, I would fly to you, if I were a dog, I'g fight for you, but I'm a human ... and things arn't so simple, because your in a glass cage ... I can see ... but never touch

2004-06-03 [Black Adder]: ... just dosn't go .. Humn

2004-06-03 [vampiredemon]: i am back

2004-06-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Thanks. Yeah, I'm pretty wonderful.

2004-06-04 [circus snatch]: Indeed

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: *spins in greatness*

2004-06-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im back again

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Joy.

2004-06-04 [vampiredemon]: m2

2004-06-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: should i take that as sarcastic "joy"?

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: If you'd like.

2004-06-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *shrugs* so whatcha ppl been up to

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Cool things?

2004-06-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: what kinda cool things?

2004-06-04 [Mafia Girl]: *clapclap* poetery!

2004-06-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: *looks confused* poetry?

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Uh huh/

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Uh huh.

2004-06-04 [circus snatch]: o.o

2004-06-04 [Kurus_Dreaon]: hidy hi

2004-06-04 [Incontinence Happens]: ...

2004-06-04 [circus snatch]: o.o

2004-06-04 [Incontinence Happens]: dun dundun!

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: ............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................

2004-06-04 [Incontinence Happens]: dun dun...

2004-06-04 [circus snatch]: yes well I agree with panda man

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: On what...? o.o

2004-06-04 [Incontinence Happens]: i disagree!!!

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: Oh, well you have to agree to get delicious cake and savory juice. *shares delicious cake and savory juice with Mikah*

2004-06-04 [IndigoRose]: *sigh* I'm hearing of more and more people taking their lives.....and I'm emotional about it but I wanted to say that I appreciate you guys, those who are choosing to live. People may take that for granted and give a simple nod and a smile but for some of you who went through hell to get to this point.....I am so glad you are here *hugs to you all*

2004-06-04 [IndigoRose]: and even those of you who have not thought such things, I am equally as glad that you are here. That is a true accomplishment and sign of true strength and power to everyone who has made it through so far. All of you are here fora reason whether you know your purpose as of yet or not.

2004-06-04 [12 34 56 78 9]: thank you [IndigoRose]. I just kind of wish that everyone knew that no matter what, you can always be helped with the problems you have - as long as you are willing to take those steps to better youself. People worry way too much on "what will he think? what will they think?" and not realize that other peoples opinions don't really matter, that someone is always going to have something bad to say. I don't know where I'm getting at so I'm just gonna.. yeah..

2004-06-04 [IndigoRose]: Awww...^_^ hehe.....I do that too..drift off not knowing where I'm going but I understand you :-) You're welcome. *hugs*

2004-06-04 [vampiredemon]: okay i am back for a while

2004-06-04 [IndigoRose]: Yay.....er, hehe....whoever you are. Unfortunately I'm going to take a nap right now, cause I'm exhausted, but glad you're back from wherever you were......:-)

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: "someone is always going to have something bad to say" So says the FAILURE! *stabs Imperfect in the thigh with a fork* *screams "I'm a criminal!" and runs off into the woods maniacally*

2004-06-04 [IndigoRose]: ....O........K..................um, er....wha.........?

2004-06-04 [Lethargic Panda]: It's a game we have. Every time someone says something, we stab imperfect in the thigh and run off into the woods maniacally screaming.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i didnt know about that

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: That's because I don't include you in we.

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: ...you got served.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: oh ok then...i understand now

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Care to mop?

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ???

2004-06-05 [12 34 56 78 9]: did you just say "you got served"? *smacks lethargic* no!

2004-06-05 [12 34 56 78 9]: *pulls fork out of thigh, opens a puddin and starts eating* it dulls the pain..

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: lol. It's fun to say...in a very sad way. They were really trying to start a new term and failed so incredibly miserably.

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Pudding is all powerful.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i dont like pudding....allergic to milk

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Sad.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yah a bit...but i live on....it doesnt bother me cuz ive never tasted it so its all cool

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: More sad.

2004-06-05 [BarleySinger]: Guess What? President George Bush has decieded that all men and women in the USA past the age of 18, and under age 2 should be drafted. His two bills (S 89 and HR 163) are expected to pass unnoticed (because of attions being on the election) and the draft is expected to start in March of 2005. There is no stated end to this new draft, and you can't get out of it by being in school, and you can't flee to Canada because they have an agreement with the Canadian Government to close the border down to people of draft age who do not have specific travel permission. 

Stop Military Slavery

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: how so...ive never tasted it so i dont know what im missing....so i cant miss it

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Okay, first of all, soliciting your wiki in someone elses makes you look like a douche bag. Secondly, did you just hear about this? I've known for the greater part of the year...and I'm way younger then you and stuff.

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: And the fact that you've never tasted pudding is the sad part.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: ah i see....and i agree with Lethargic Panda on the wiki bit

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Your pudding thing is probably a lactose intolerance...and there is milk'less pudding.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: i havent ever seen any....and im allergic....i dont know if its true but ive been told there is a big difference between lactose intolerance and allergic.....to much milk could kill me....so its just a little bad

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: Plus that would be a really pathetic way to die...DBM. Death By Milk.

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: im still waiting to see if itll get me....but ive been beaten once for joking about diting by milk,,,,,so i dont joke about it infront of the wrong ppl anymore...i find it kinda funny my self

2004-06-05 [Lethargic Panda]: beaten?

2004-06-05 [Incontinence Happens]: ...milkless pudding?!

2004-06-05 [Kurus_Dreaon]: yup and yup....one of my friends didnt think it was funny...so she hit me till i said i wouldnt say it anymore

2004-06-05 [Incontinence Happens]: aw, poor you. ^^

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